Dreams for life for lee at last
Death and pain Knocks by superfast

• Retire in Montana or Whyoming
• Transition fully
• Have SRS
• put the Latter Day Saint church behind me (ex-commucated) and move on with my life
• Make peace with those I have hurt, offended in the GLBT community
• Make peace and make monitary ammends to those I have wronged
• Make new supportive and affirming friendships
• Become more politicaly active
• Get accepted into a writing class and eventully become a Journalist for a Indie Media Group/New Media (WWW) or a newspaper or AP reporter
• Travel the world
• Get a small planes pilots licnese
• Move to canada
• Make peace with those who hurt me and myself
• Forgive those who have mistreated me and myself
• Find peace and joy and happyness in life again
• LOve myself
• Continue to do good deeds and random acts of service and kindness
• Help others
• Make peace with those I have wronged
• Buy a big diesel truck, truck camper  or 5th wheel and or boat (sea worthe)
• Travel the gloabe for work go to war zones, or poor places and exotic places
• Do good in the world
• Buy a underground bunker or old  armed forces base in the mountains near montana close to canada
• Find love and someone I care about have a family
• See  the day for equil rights and better understanding of transgender folks
• Find faith in christ again or spirtuality
• Love again
• Love myself and living and life again
• Have my grandmother accept me 
• Make ammends to the people I harmed in houston with words, actions or terriosim
• Go into something helpful, a lasion officer, or protect the public check up on sex offender complaince do good by protecting the world from those who pray on others
• Be  able to be in the right place to save  someones life, from fire, crime, or harm or from a accident
• Risk my life to save another
• Get a priivate small engine plane or twin engine sea plane and pilots license
• Get a ham radio licnce extra advanced class
• Get a CLASS A CDL  with all endorcements and a international truck drivers lic
• Open a shelter for the homeless, godless and transgendered a rehab clinic with well known national attention
• Have my own ranch and farm to grow food and with a shelter for the unloved transgenders and offer help
• Have in my rural compound a collection of classic cars, planes and automobiles and trucks and boats
• Own a mini storage 
• Own a rv park
• Help others be known as a highway angel
• Become a guardain angel
• Become a Black Belt
• Go bungie jumping
• Go Skydiveing
• Buy a old amusement park
• Buy a drive in movie theatre
• Own my own trucking and transportation company
• Become profciant in computers and IT
• Launch a FTA tv broadcasting at the middle east and africa and a shortwave network 
• Have children of my own
• Teach love not hate
• Become a rockstar in a coverband or tributie band
• Tour space
• Build my own private space ship
• Find ET